'The testing of your faith produces patience!' James 1:2-4 NKJV
You're closer than you know to becoming the person God wants you to be. By his enabling grace, you'll make it through this trial and come out stronger and wiser. Paul says, 'If God is for us, who can be against us' (Romans 8:31 NKJV)?God is for you! That means you can do the thing you are afraid you can't do. The prison bars you're beating against are in your mind. And since you put them up, with God's help you can take them down. God wants to set you free from the fearful attitudes that have held you back for so long; to release you to live up to your full potential. The right attitude can overcome almost any barrier. For example, the Bible says, 'Love never fails' (1 Corinthians 13:8 NIV). Why? Because love isn't dependent on your emotions or circumstances, it's a servant of your will. Love is a decision! Jesus said, 'This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you' (John 15:12 NKJV). And if Jesus commands it, he will enable you to do it!Beginning is usually the hard part. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step; after that it gets easier. But look out; old attitudes will try to resurface and come back stronger than ever. Don't let them. Radio commentator Paul Harvey says, 'You can always tell when you're on the road to success; it's uphill all the way.' So be patient; it will take time to get there. But anything worthwhile is worth working for!
Soulfood: 1 Sam 3:1-11 Acts 9:1-9,